Love or Lack of

When I look into your eyes I can see everything. When I speak I feel that you are listening to me in a way that no-one else does. When your hand brushes against mine, it feels like heaven. The amount of time we spend together is phenomenal, movies and chatting comes naturally. But then you bring up same old topics that rip my soul to shreds "you're like my best friend and sister rolled into one". You don't need to keep repeating that, it has already sunk in that you don't feel any sort of attraction towards me.
All i can do is hope that one day those pair of glasses will slip and you see me.. not as your "sister" or "best friend". But as that girl you've known your whole life. Who knows so much about you. Who cares so much about you. That girl who let her friends be happy, even if it slowly kills her.
It's just a pity you don't know how I feel.

Buffy Episode Marathon!

Hello! Well starting today me and my epic friend Natalie (A.k.a Willow) are having a Buffy Marathon.. I think that is what you call it.
We aren't going to watch the episodes back to back. But we are going to watch one a day and post our favourite quote as our Facebook status until we have watched all the episodes :)
My friend Nat is also posting a blog about this topic, her's is better because she is reviewing (as well as quoting and watching) the episodes so everyone can see :P
She also has a full list of Buffy episodes from Season 1 Episode 1 "Welcome To The Hellmouth" to Season 7 Episode 22 "Chosen".
So for all you Buffy mad fans have a gander http://wecanbestrong.blogspot.com/
Farewell from our little Scooby Gang to yours ^^ x

My Crazy Mind

There are so many things running though my mind. It's like I'm running down a hill and having trouble stopping. And it hurts. It scares me so much that every now and then i have to stop to take a breath. Where is my life heading? How much control do i really have? How far do i have to go to be happy? And worst of all is that i don't think i can ever be happy.
When will this confusion and fear stop?
I hope this pain will lessen.
Where is my guardian angel?
Now i need saving more than ever and no-one is here to stop me drowning.

10 Things You Should Know About Me ^^

1) My Favourite Quote is *Without you today's emotions would be the scurf of Yesterday*.
2) My Favourite TV Show is Buffy (Y).
3) My Favourite Episode is *Once More With Feeling*.
4) I Love My Claddagh Ring ^^.
5) I Am Quite The Film Buff (According to my friends).
6) My Friends And Family Mean The World To Me (You hurt them, I Hurt you. Savvy?)
7) Writing Is My Passion (although i may not be very good).
8) I Can't sing (But i do anyway).
9) I Look At Life Through The Infinity Symbol.
10) I Am A Virgin To Blogging (Well not anymore :D)
Blogger has stolen my Blog-inity.