Saturday, 2 April 2011

Is It Too Much To Ask?

All I want is someone to be there. I want someone who doesn't care if my hair is curly in fact, I wish them to prefer it that way. I want someone to prefer cuddling to anything else, to kiss the tears from my cheeks. I want someone to make the effort. I'm at University sure as hell not the place to start a new relationship, especially when the other person is back home. Sure some people can handle it. But if you get paranoid easily it is certainly not the type for you. The boys at Uni ha! Most of them can't be trusted not that the girls are any better. I want a relationship with no pressure. Fair enough I am not the girl who stands out in a crowd. I am the girl who guys think isn't worth the effort. Looks! That is what it's all about. But I'm me. I'm scruffy. I smoke. I like films and books and music. I ramble. I talk too much. But I'm there for people, my people. I am not all talk and no action. If you hurt my friends I hurt you. Why can't a guy just look at me and think. WOW. And not the wow she's fugly. But the wow that's like I need to talk to her. I need to love her. Is it too much to ask?? I hope not.