Where Do I Go From Here?

Yo, yo what's up online diary? Or people. If people actually read this.
I know it's been forever since I actually wrote anything interesting. I'm afraid that this time won't be any different.
So, what has occurred since my last entry? Ohhhh quite a bloody bit I'm guessing. More than a year it seems. And recapping. I have been with the guy I mentioned in a previous post for DUMDUMDUMMMMM. Nearly 2 years on January 13th, I can't believe it. This guy when I first met him was just a cute Archery fellow who was cute and had a slight accent and who made me feel incredible. Now he is my boyfriend of two years! Ha.
It's kind of scary, my life right now. I've graduated from University and I've moved away from home (officially, none of the I'm living here for Uni nonsense) I am away from home.
The sitch:
I am living with my boyfriend (who is a year younger and currently a student). His best friend (Who is 33 and also a student) and his girlfriend (who is the same age as me and oh look at that she's a student too!). I am the only one who has graduated and to say its awkward is a bit of an understatement.
Firstly the house we live is a decent house with 3 bedrooms, the main bedroom is their room (forget the fact that we had planned to flip a coin to see who gets the room) Ours is right next door and is surprisingly about half the size. The spare room is being used as a study (that no-one uses, also forget the fact that we said that the couple who has the smaller room get the spare room to put their extra stuff in).
I am technically living here without paying rent at the minute. Or anything towards bills. Because I want to find a job first which is excellent and so lovely and patient of the people I am living with. But when I am expected to be a maid to said people. It can put a downer on things.
So I've signed on at JobCentre (LAST RESORT) and it is a pain in the ass. If I didn't need the money I would never ever even consider doing it.
But the other couple have apparently run out of money already. And I don't mean gonna have to scrimp for Christmas prezzies I mean that he literally couldn't afford a card or present for her birthday.
I know student life can have its struggles with money but I was never THAT bad.
It's getting tough being in such close quarters with people especially when I rarely leave the house (who knew you could apply for jobs EVERYWHERE online?)
Apart from that I feel kinda numb, like I just don't give a crap anymore about anything. I mean I clean I eat I look for jobs I shower I look for jobs I clean I eat. I am doing the same things everyday.
I don't know what I'm doing with my life.
I would say that my boyfriend is helping but it's sad to say that he isn't.
It's his third year so he has studying and dissertation to sort out. But instead he's been working on his warhammer. Then we were in town shopping and I said why don't you ask the shop owner if there's any jobs available and he got one. It just seems to come so easy for him.
And he doesn't understand why I'm hiding in my room away from the babyish antics of our housemates. Seeing a 33 year old say Wagga Juice is just sickening. For some strange reason they say Wagga Juice when they mean tea. Just say Tea. You are 33.
So that's what I'm doing at the minute I'm currently sat on my arse in my room alone writing this blog and considering having a fag a shower and then watch some Sabrina the Teenage Witch which will definitely cheer me up.
I thank you for allowing me to rant cyber peeps. But if anyone does know where I can go from here just comment below? I need all the help I can get. TTFN.