Hello People!
I am not even sure if people read this but never mind I shall carry on eh?
Right I must apologise for the increasingly depressing things I write. But my friends have mentioned that I write to make myself feel better. If I stop I might blow up.
Soooo it has been a while, a few months in fact. And not a damn lot has happened since. Well you know that saying "You wait for one bus and three come at once?" it kind of links to me at the moment (but not relating to buses because the buses around here are absolute pants! I waited for nearly half an hour for a bus! And it is not like there is a load/any of snow around her so goodness knows what that bus driver was playing at!) No I am relating this saying to men/guys/boys, there are/were 3.
1) "Fliend" He is lovely, sweet, funny if emotionally stunted. But he is a really good friend of mine and i have never ever thought of him in that way. Until now.
2) "New guy", first year at Uni we just clicked, and one night after going out to a club things happened (sorry no details for you) and now we are basically seeing one another but without the verbal contract.
3) "Old boyfriend" and since I gave another old boyfriend more than enough chances I am more inclined to NO SECOND CHANCES. But he insists there is chemistry there. And yes I agree there is but it does not mean I intend to act upon it. So there he is all wanty and needy.
My housemate at UNI thinks this is great, she wishes it would happen to her. But no I disagree, profusely, it is not fun when you have to hurt a dear friend of yours and your head is spinning with all the "what if's". Not to mention that it's great to be involved with someone, but when it's about a 3 week vacation you completely ending up missing the soppy but oh so sweet guy you get to kiss and cuddle usually at LEAST once a day. But what is a girl to do? I am glad there are people out there that feel my pain. Because believe it or not this is stressful. Live long and prosper cyber beings!